i am so confused...lj just kept fucking up, and then i realized that he probably reads that, and i don't want him to know right now...
it's been on my mind for days...i WANT sex. ever since we started having problems, i turned into an orgasm addict. but it doesn't really cut it for me to just get myself off, even though i do, just to keep myself satiated (word?). but i really need to get laid. no strings attached...just a good fuck. that's all i want right now...

this is mostly what's on my mind, so i'll keep it at that...